DIE!

I give myself 5 more years to live if nothing can help me to escape this humiliation I will end my life.......I seriously have been standing this humiliation for too long.....I have been thinking of dead even I 5 years old.

I have been trying to run away from home.....but never success..... I also have been waiting for someone or something to take me away even my life....

I was born not for comparing, not for humiliation, not for being told useless or brainless. I not someone who don't have feeling....If u know I very sensitive then u shouldn't step on my tail n make me bite u but u still blaming me for biting without reason n saying that i'm rude.....

For years i've been thinking the ways to end my life starting from less  pain.....car accident, jump, cut wrist or hanged......even coma will do but till now nothing happen....but i seriously have enough.....

Even if I have friends with me but they are not for eternity....they have their own life. Its not my right to stop their life from going on....They can't take me out from this black hole....

I've been fallen too deep into this "hole"..... I can't get back up unless i see a light, a path for me to move on.....

Enough is enough. No more.....Now I 20, 5 more years is 25.... I'll try to survive longer if possible....