DIE!

I give myself 5 more years to live if nothing can help me to escape this humiliation I will end my life.......I seriously have been standing this humiliation for too long.....I have been thinking of dead even I 5 years old.

I have been trying to run away from home.....but never success..... I also have been waiting for someone or something to take me away even my life....

I was born not for comparing, not for humiliation, not for being told useless or brainless. I not someone who don't have feeling....If u know I very sensitive then u shouldn't step on my tail n make me bite u but u still blaming me for biting without reason n saying that i'm rude.....

For years i've been thinking the ways to end my life starting from less  pain.....car accident, jump, cut wrist or hanged......even coma will do but till now nothing happen....but i seriously have enough.....

Even if I have friends with me but they are not for eternity....they have their own life. Its not my right to stop their life from going on....They can't take me out from this black hole....

I've been fallen too deep into this "hole"..... I can't get back up unless i see a light, a path for me to move on.....

Enough is enough. No more.....Now I 20, 5 more years is 25.... I'll try to survive longer if possible....

Should DIE!!!!!

I feel so needless, unworthy, useless, unappreciated and no freedom. What did I done wrong in the past.....

Why I have to be the one who got blame for everything......

I shouldn't born at all, shouldn't live at all......I should end my life......

What ever I do they never feel its right or useful.....instead I'm always blamed for something......

What she say they laugh and think of it a joke.....but when I say the same.......they scolded me........

If this continue I should just end my life now......I should be on the plane where it crash and body never found.....

I good at arts they say useless, she good in talking they say she great....
I just a stubborn, selfish, sensitive girl but this is because I always got compare with someone who is 8 years older than me......

Even if my studies better than her also useless cause she say I cheated.....I feel so sad at this moment, I feel so dumb......

I SHOULD JUST DIE......IT WILL SOLVE EVERYTHING......

B***h

This "bitch" who always late to work and now she say i simply say that she late!!! Normally she come late n tell me she already here by 9am. BULLSHIT!!! I reach 9am n the office is lock! This is what happen in the morning....

Me: wow u so early today....
B: Please dun simply say ok! I       always "early". U guys were the one who late!
Me: but when we come to office by 9am its still lock n no body in.
B: U guys are still late coz u never enter office by 9am!

Fuck her! I even say hi to the ppl outside and she say nvr step in office is consider late! Even when u lock the door!!! No wonder she always stomach pain coz she a b**ch

Hate HER!!!!

After she took my food without telling me it make me hate her more! Her bitchy look and attitude make me want to vomit! She thinks that she pretty oh pleas i think she a jerk. No, worse than a jerk its like a whore! She already married and have child but still flirting with the director. She think she will be rich or get higher rank. Oh please, get lost!

Is there any freedom in everyone life?

As I know there suppose to have freedom for anyone. I thought Facebook was created for everyone to post what they want and its a place to voice out. Even in Malaysia they say everyone have right to voice out but in reality that never happen. We are always under someone control and unable to voice out. That is why there still people who commit suicide because when they voice out people start to lecture instead of listening.

Website are created to be able to voice out but still there is some people who will ask you not to. Its just my opinion because its everyone freedom to post what they like and its not because we wanted attention. Its a joke and u take it seriously, when I complain and u say i shouldn't do that. This is not freedom,this is jail.

I hate my life

Why everytime i post something online for sure people will start lecture me. Even its not my fault to begin with.... I know i also wrong but it because when i complain no one will listen and ignore me this is why i post online. I feel so lonely when no one will listen to me or support me. At least i supported you but now i don't feel like doing that anymore.... I just want to find a good listener it is that difficult? At least i listened to your problem and give good advice.... So sad and terribly hate my life.